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Insane Asylum AU
tongue-tied-over-3-words-cursed:
Step one you say we need to talk, he walks
you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong,
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
nopeonoepn opeficukfnope
Right in the feels
why would anyone fuckin do this
Marks of battle, they still feel raw
A million pieces of me, on the floor

OMG I CAN’T. MY BODY. HOLY GOD. SOMEONE HELP ME.

If there’s no one beside you when your soul embarks, then I’ll follow you into the dark.


you know when a celebrity your parents like dies and they get kind of quiet and sad and are all like “ohhh that person died? back in the day he was my favorite actor” or something?
that’s going to happen to you someday.
all of your favorite actors are going to die.
Richard Armitage sings “Misty Mountains” live
Nobody said it was easy. It’s such a shame for us to part.
first and last
Christmas is coming.
Just remember while you unwrap presents and laugh and eat surrounded by friends and family that John watched his best friend die. And he has to spend Christmas alone. For three years. And even if he surrounds himself with people he loves, nothing will ever fill that void. Or erase those memories. Or stop his nightmares.
Happy holidays.
FUCK YOU. YOU EVIL PIECE OF SHIT.

and you rip it from my hands
“At Sherlock’s grave, before finally walking away, John’s quick-turn is how a lower ranking officer would leave the presence of a higher one after being dismissed. The whole time, consciously or unconsciously, John has viewed Sherlock as his superior officer, someone he needs to trust and take orders from in order to make their friendship/crime solving work.” (x)